Office Romance: Part One

*Please note, I'm using pictures of James Scott to give the readers an image of how I imagine the guy in the story. However, to stress that this is fiction, I am using a name that may be familiar to his Daytime Soap fans*

Fresh out of college, I was ready to take on the world. Graduating with honors at top of my class, with a degree at one of the nation's finest business schools, I saw Mr. Opportunity opening up all the doors and windows for me. I saw no limit in what I could do and how well I could do them. In ten years, I was gonna be a millionaire. In fifteen years, a billionaire.

I had many job offers even when I was still in school, though I declined all of them. I was a virgin in this world of business, and I was waiting for the 'right one.' I wasn't gonna just settle for any old position at any old company. No! If I were to give a lifetime of work to a company, I had sort through the mediocre opportunities to find that 'special something.'

Yes, I was a bit too proud of myself for my own good. When I finally came around to choosing, I was too late; all the companies had filled the available positions. Now six months out of college, with the student loans catching up to me, taking up a job I could gotten with just a high school diploma, I came to realize life just isn't as easy as I planned.

My shitty old car broke down one day, and I didn't have enough money to fix it. So for several weeks I had to commute to work on feet. Cutting across the local park didn't exactly save me time nor distance, but it was definitely a more scenic route than the other option: a walk through district marred with empty lots and rusty, abandoned factories. Besides, I did enjoy some of the major eye candy that the fresh air of the early morning often calls out.

One morning, while halfway to work, thinking about all those missed opportunities, my heart suddenly filled hot black lead. I stopped...my legs wouldn't take me any further, and sat down on a bench to sulk, my head in my hands, my heart at the pit of my stomach. I was so not in the mood to go to work that day.

When I felt the wooden bench move slightly, I lifted my head and looked to my left and saw an incredibly handsome guy sitting at the other end. I had noticed him many times before. Of all the eye candy in the park, he was most delicious. Soulful almond eyes, a tall nose, sexy thin lips filled the structure of his long rectangular face, topped with a nice set of short brown hair. In that semi-open white shirt and tan pants, he was a hunk like no other.

Seeing me staring at him with my jaw to the ground, he grinned and asked, "Mind if I sit here?"

I shook my head.

"You're shaking your head...No, you don't mind. Or No, I can't sit here." With that deep voice and a British accent, this guy was robbing my heart with little to no effort.

"No, I don't mind." Heck, you could sit a lot closer if you wanted...

As if reading my mind, he scooted towards me. His fresh scent intoxicated me. Putting out a hand, he introduced himself, "Ethan Wells."

"Hu...da...te..." was my exact reply. Clearing the lump from my throat, I shook his hand, "Levi Johnson."

Strong, firm, confident. If a handshake really told how a person is, well, this guy wast the best I've ever shaken.

"Mind me asking...why you're so glum?"

Usually, I wouldn't want to tell a complete stranger why I failed at life, but damn this guy was cute! I wanted him to stay near me for as long as possible. Taking a deep breath, and releasing all of it in a big sigh, I began to tell him my situation. He seemed to listen intently, nodding along, making a few comments here and there.

And at the end of my lament, he pulled out a business card from his wallet and handed it to me. I read it and almost fell off the bench. It was for a company based in the city, known for their state-of-the-art high-tech gadgetry production. It was one of the companies that had contacted me while I was still in school, a company I turned down because I thought I needed a whole other degree in engineering to be able to know what the heck I would be selling.

"I read about you in the newspaper. I was the bloke who recommended you to my boss last time," he said.

"Uh...wow, you did?" Too many emotions rushed at my heart at once, "I'm so sorry. I can't believe I turned it down."

"Second chances don't come that often, especially in the business world," he said, "Well, go over there this afternoon...and tell them Ethan referred you...again."

With a wink and a sexy grin, he stood up, and I took in for the first time his staggering height. When I shook hands with him, thanking him over and over again, I didn't want to let go. I would kiss his hands if it wasn't too weird.

"Don't thank me yet," he chuckled, "You'll have to get through the interview first. And I swear, it's gonna be brutal."

With that, he took off, jogging down the wide open lane. I couldn't help admiring his tan calves, round sexy buttocks, and his overall stature as he slowly disappeared into the horizon.

*I'm breaking this story into five to six short segments. Check back in a couple of days for the second part*

The Boy Next Door

That fateful afternoon, the unbelievably cute boy next door caught me staring out from my bedroom window, drooling as I watched him play basketball with his friends. I thought my life was over when he crossed the street to my house and talked to my mother. To my surprise, he wasn't mad at all. Instead, he invited me over to shoot hoops with him and his friends.

Since then, I started to hang out with Parker a lot more, especially during the summer. Most of the time, that also meant having to hang out with his friends. They were all nice-looking, jock-type guys, but none could compare to the perfection that was Parker Gregory. Three of his closest friends...Bill, Bruce, and Brandon...seemed decent enough. They didn't bother to talk to me much, but at least they passed me the basketball from time to time and didn't laugh when I missed a basket. It was the fourth guy, Jimmy, that seemed to hate me. He never wanted to be on my team, always gave me this evil look, dissecting me with his eyes, and always found opportunities to 'accidently' knock me to the ground. It got to the point when I had to turn down Parker's invitations when I knew Jimmy was there.

It should come as no surprise...I cherished every moment I had alone with Parker, the dreamiest guy this side of heaven, to be closer to him than I dared with his friends around. He was always a friendly, outgoing guy, but he seemed to open up even more when it was just the two of us. On his return from the evening jog, I would always be waiting by his house with a glass of ice-cold lemonade. With the summer breeze, I usually smelled his sweet cologne before I saw him turn the corner to our street. Seeing me, he always waved and smiled...a smile that always thrilled my heart. Taking the glass, he chugged it down and exhaled a satisfied 'ahh.' Most of the time, he thanked me with a nudge to my cheek. But this time, he swept the bangs off my face and lifted up my head. I trembled and closed my eyes, ready to collapse in bliss as I felt his lips on my forehead.

I have no idea what went over me when I asked one day, "I only ever hang out with your friends. Why don't you introduce me to your girlfriend?"

He thought about it and shrugged, "Alright. I just didn't think you'd be interested cause all Michelle and I do is walk around the park, wasting time. There wouldn't be much for you to do."

And he was exactly right. I hated every hellish second of it. Michelle was a pretty girl, very friendly, and in every way, perfect for him. But I couldn't help feeling jealous when he gave her a piggy-back ride, or when they locked lips every other freakin' second. I wanted to scream every time they whispered lovey-dovey words into each other's ears. Every time he said something, she always laughed, even when it wasn't meant to be funny. Her cute soft laughter grew into the most irritating sound in the world. I thought of shoving an apple in her mouth to stop that incessant squeak. I kicked a few rocks at her feet, and if I had better aim, I'm sure she would've tripped and fall on her pretty-little face. I hated that I was practically invisible to him when she was around. After an hour, I had enough and ran straight home. I didn't think Parker noticed or cared.

The next afternoon, he came over to my house and apologized for ignoring me the evening before. This was his explanation, "Haven't you ever been with somebody you just can't get enough of? That you always want to have them in your arms, and their arms around you? Someone so great in your life you feel you'll crumble if you try to live one day without them?"

I looked straight into his eyes and nodded. YOU...I wanted to tell him, but refrained.

To make it up to me, he invited me to jog with him, promising to show me the secret scenic route he took along the creek. Parker had told me once that he only liked to jog alone; it was his time to think, to reflect on his life's fortune, to plan his future and set goals for himself. He's never invited anybody, not even his closest friends, to jog with him before. So the fact that he asked me was very much an honor. I accepted and immediately changed into running shorts and a fit white T-shirt.

Starting from our street, we turned a right down the main road of the neighborhood. If we kept going straight, we'd come to a major intersection. Instead, he veered off into a dirt path leading to the woods area surrounding the suburban neighborhood. This was the path I took to my school. I had never ventured any further into the woods in fear of the story about the rural farmer who hunts down people who trespasses his territory and skins them alive. But that evening, with the taller, stronger boy beside me, I felt totally safe.

Parker said the route was scenic, but I couldn't imagine it being this beautiful. The babbling brook to our right gleamed from the sunlight, shining onto the smooth stones at the bottom. The green foliage of the trees towered majestically above us, filtering out the intensity of the sun, allowing only the softest rays to warm our skins. As we ventured deeper into the woods, the stiller the wind, the stiller the surrounding, so it almost felt like we were running through a painting of nature.

At the end of the trail, we came to an open area, where the creek poured into a small lake. I welcomed the feel of the wind on my damp skin and admired the splendidness I saw before me. The myriad wild flowers that spotted the pasture with all the shades of the rainbow. The colorful birds hovering over us, chirping with such delightful tunes. Wow, I lived in the neighborhood all my life, and such beauty I failed to explore...all because of a dumb story probably concocted by those who wanted to keep this beautiful place a secret. I was so glad that Parker, whose beauty very well matched the scenery, had taken me here.

Something darted out from the the trees right in front of me, and I clung to Parker's side. Feeling quite embarrassed when I saw that it was just a deer; I still did not want to part from the comfort of his body next to mine. But I knew I had to let go of him before things got awkward, so I did, much to my displeasure.

Running around the perimeter of the lake, we were now heading back home. We entered the woods again, this time, on the opposite side of the stream, running against the current. The trail was much bumpier and hillier on this side, filled with at least a dozen ditches we had to jump over. I guess if you want to end your jog on a cardiovascular high, this would be the way to do it.

A deafening scream came somewhere from my right, sending shivers down my spine. My first thought was the homicidal farmer, or his victim trying to warn us to run away. Parker stopped in his track and squinted his eyes in the direction of the scream. He saw something I apparently didn't, and pointed in the direction that we followed. Cutting across the thick trees, dodging branches and thorns, I stayed close to him, fearing snakes and other creatures hidden in low-lying shrubs.

"Please, stop!" I could hear the guy pleading. It was a very familiar voice.
"Shut the fuck up, you bitch." It was another very familiar voice.

As we came closer and closer to the clearing, I soon realized this was it...this has got to be the back area of the farm in the scary legend. I tried to tug at Parker's arm and tell him to go back, but we kept on going toward the clearing.

As the victim continued to scream, I could almost hear the blood he was coughing up. Whoever was beating him up sounded more and more familiar with every curse. When I finally came close enough to see the incident, I saw the victim lying on the ground, shielding his face with his hand. Then I realized his attacker was not a cranky old farmer, but three teenage boys. It took me a moment to realize they were not just any teenage boys, but Parker's three closest friends.

"What the heck are you guys doing?" Parker shouted, pushing through Bill, Bruce, and Brandon. He kneeled down at their victim and slowly turned him over. "Hey, are you alright?"

Though the boy's face was red as grapefruit pulp, though I could barely see the slits in his eyes, though his jaw misaligned, I recognized the victim by his curly red hair. Jimmy. The guy who hated me, who taunted me whenever I came in five feet of Parker. The guy who farted on the ball the one time he actually passed it to me. I almost felt happy to see him like that, but I quickly became disgusted with myself.

"Jimmy, oh god, Jimmy. All you alright?" Parker asked.

Jimmy coughed up more blood and shook his head.

Parker shot his head up at the three Bs, "What the fuck, you guys? Why the fuck did you do this?"

"He's a fucking faggot...that's why!" Bill answered, "He's getting what he deserves!"

"Don't touch him Parker," Bruce said, "That queer has a crush on you!"

"Jimmy was gonna come out to you." Brandon explained, "He wanted you to dump Michelle for him. He was gonna catch you during your jog and make a move on you. Can you believe that faggot? We had to stop him before he did anything."

"So?" Parker shouted, "I could have turned him down myself. You did not have to do this!"

"Well, guess who else is a queer around here?" Bill pointed at me.

I stopped in mid-breathing. My heart stopped too. The world around me stopped as Parker turned his head towards me. "Is that true?"

I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out.

"Of course, it's true." Bruce laughed, "Jimmy told us. He saw how this kid was looking at you. Always trying to get so close to you. He even gets a little boner whenever you take your shirt off."

"Shut up!" Parker shouted, "I wanna hear from him! Is it true, Kenny, do you like me that way?"

Tears welled in my eyes; I fought to keep them from streaming down. Though my mouth ran dry, I manage to force out a "yes..."

Parker's face was unreadable upon my answer. A deafening silence stretched on forever. He looked down at Jimmy and shook his head. When he looked up at me again, a look of flabbergast frustration filled his face. Then he waved me forward.

Slowly, step by step, I approached him and Jimmy, trying to steer clear of the three Bs as far as possible. When I came close enough, he reached out and gently grab my wrist. "Jimmy and Parker are my friends. So if you want to hurt any of them from now on, you're gonna have to go through me."

"Dude! Parker!" exclaimed Brandon, "We fucking did this for you. Why the fuck are you doing this to us, man? We're your best friends since childhood. You barely even know those two for a year."

"I'd rather have them as friends than you three assholes. What you guys did was wrong. I'm calling the authority. Get out of here while you still can!" Parker pulled out a cell phone from his pant pocket.

"Shit man!" Bill yelled as he ran over to Parker, knocking him on the ground, and taking his cell phone. With that, the three of them ran and disappeared into the forest.

Parker picked himself up and kneeled beside Jimmy again, "We can't risk moving you if any of your bones are broken. I'm gonna run and get help, alright. Kenny will stay with you until I get back."

I expected Parker to ran through the forest, back to the neighborhood, but instead, he ran down along the edge of the field. I shouted, "What are you doing Parker? This is private property...someone might shoot you before you get a chance to explain..." But with lightning speed, he had already zoomed out of hearing distance.

"Don't worry," Jimmy coughed, "My grandpop owns this land. He knows Parker."

"Does your grandfather hunt down trespassers and skin them alive?"

Jimmy snorted, "Ow...laughing hurts. No, I started the rumor so people would stop tipping our cows in the middle of the night."

"So all this time, I've been afraid to explore the woods for nothing..."

"I'm sorry."

"It's no big deal. I rarely get out of my house anyway..."

"No, I mean, I'm sorry I was so rude to you when we were hanging out with Parker. I knew how much you like him...and I got jealous. You're a nice kid. You didn't deserve my torment."

"No, I understand." I really did. I thought about last evening, when I was kicking rocks at Michelle's feet, hoping she'd trip and fall ungracefully. It was all jealousy, and the mean-spirited things we would do to nice people just to vie for the attention of someone we liked. Though he was four years older, Jimmy and I were essentially the same....we both fell for a boy we could never have.

Parker returned minutes later with Jimmy's grandfather, and the ambulance arrived shortly after that. Jimmy's grandfather drove us to the hospital and we stayed with Jimmy in the ER. We talked to the police, and made sure that Jimmy was alright, and finally left the hospital at 10 pm. During the cab ride home, there was total silence. Parker didn't know what to say to me, nor did I to him.

"Bye," we said simply as we got out of the cab and headed to our respective houses.

When I walked in, my parents and sister immediately surround me and asked if I was alright. I said I was fine, and headed straight to my room. I didn't want to leave my room ever again! I cried into my pillow and fell asleep.

I woke up to the sound of tapping on my window. I looked at the clock...it was 1 AM. Wiping drool from my mouth and sleep from my eyes, I rolled out of bed and pulled up the blinds. There was Parker standing outside my window.

"What are you doing here?" I whispered, hoping my parents couldn't hear in the next room.

"I can't sleep!" he said.

"Why can't you? The doctor said Jimmy will be okay."

"It's not that," Parker sighed, "My tummy won't let me rest until it's satiated. And only your lemonade can do the job."

"You don't get lemonade," I stuck out my tongue, "Cause you ain't finished your jog yet!"

"Alrighty. I'll go run. By the time I get back, you better be out here." As he disappeared into the dark, I tiptoed out of my room, down the hall, into the kitchen and fetch the pitcher and lemons. When I saw his flashlight bouncing down the street, I was standing in front of his driveway with the glass of lemonade. When he stopped and stretch, I handed him the drink. He chugged it down in seconds and let out a refreshing 'ahh.'

"Thanks," he said, brushing the bangs away from my face. As he lifted my head, I closed my eyes, expecting another kiss to the forehead. Instead, his lips tapped my lips. The kiss wasn't more than half a second, yet it lasted much much longer in my heart. "If I were into guys," he said softly, "I know I would fall so hard for you."

"Really?" I asked dreamily.

He nodded, "Definitely!" In a world full of chaos and misery, hate and jealousy, Parker simply smiled and made everything better again.

Don't Ask, Don't Tell

"Hurry your ass up, Carlson!"

"Yes, sir, Sergeant!" he shouted, but made no effort to hasten. Under the slow stream of cold water issuing from a small pipe, he leisurely lathered the suds off his well-defined arms and hummed Sir Mix-A-Lot's Baby Got Back. Water streamed down his muscled back and swooped off his tight, round buttocks. If I didn't know any better, I swear he was making his asscheeks dance to entice me. Turning around to face me, he massaged his chest and abs with one hand, and with the other, rubbed his dick squeaky clean. I made little effort to hide the fact that I was watching. We were all pretty comfortable showering naked in front of each other by now. As long as I keep my eyes level with his, and didn't make a sexual advancement, and as long as my cock stayed flaccid, looking wasn't such a big deal.

"Seriously, Dave. Conserve water, will you?"

He laughed, "Will do, Kenny."

I hailed from a small town in Ohio, and Dave was from NYC. I grew up as one of seven children in a strict Catholic family; he was a rich only child living on the 27th floor of some apartment next to Central Park. I joined the army hoping to open many doors in my future; he joined 'cause it was his family's tradition to serve. Our backgrounds made no difference whatsoever when we met six months ago. We just hit it off; everything clicked. We became the inseparable duo. When placed on special missions, we always made sure we were assigned together.

"Meet you back at the tent..."

"Yes, Sergeant, sir, Johnson, sir. Sergeant Johson, sir!" he mocked. I was only promoted two weeks ago over him, so I guess repeating the title of my rank was his way of expressing envy.

I cleared my throat, "You know it's mail time, right?"

With big wide eyes, he shook off the last remaining suds, "Shit, why didn't you tell me?" He didn't even bother to dry off...just jumped into his pants and dashed out of the stall.

That did the trick, I smiled proudly at myself.

When I walked back to the tent, carrying the bag of letters, the men quickly stood up beside their cots, eagerly awaiting messages from their loved ones. Without calling their names, I just chucked the mails at them, amused at how the letters hit their chest and drop to the floor. "At ease," I laughed, watching each man stoop down to pick up their letters, and laughed even harder when one exclaimed, "You're an ass, Sergeant!"

"Hey, at least you got mail," I grumbled, watching the men rip open the envelopes like a Christmas gift.

As the men read aloud news of their family...an engagement, a wedding, the arrival of a baby, a divorce, a death...I listened. Seeing some men laugh and dance around excitedly, I joined in the fun. Witnessing several tears, I had to console them. Mail time was always full of emotion, but I can't say I've experienced any of them first-hand.

A folding chair streaked through the air to the left of me and lifted some dirt where it landed. Turning around, I saw it was Dave. His usually cute, boyish face was now flaming red like the time we dumped a whole lot of chili peppers in his soup. "Mother fucking lying bitch!"

"What's the matter, Carlson?" I asked.

"Fuck this shit! Fuck this place, man," he growled, "No, fuck her!" He only continued to curse, but with the few things he said, it was clear his girl back home had been unfaithful.

I followed him as he ran out of the tent. Kicking over anything light that wasn't bolted down, he ran, eventually out of base camp, and he ran and ran some more, over the sand dunes, down the dry valley. He won medals for track-and-field; it was a wonder I hadn't lost him already. As he fell to his knees and buried his face in the sand, I finally caught up to him.

He was still shirtless. His face still red, but the crimson color had seeped down to his upper torso and still spreading. The usual proud and cocky Dave Carlson could not be seen in the whimpering, shaking body at my feet. Gradually, I sat down.

"Don't tell me anything," he warned, "Don't try to console me. I already know there's a million other fishes in the sea. I already know she's not worth getting upset over. I already know that. But I fucking changed my life for that girl. She told me to quit smoking, I did. She told me to do better in school, I got 3.0 every semester after that. I didn't want to go to this hell-hole, and she made a list of reasons why I should. Well, guess what, I'm here. And she failed to put on that list the chance for her to screw another guy..."

"Well, if those clichés don't work on you," I said, "Then before we walk back, you should take out that anger out on me, and not on the expensive and dangerous equipments we got. Beat me up, shred me to pieces, but just a warning, if my dick gets hard, it's only a reflex..."

"You're a sick fuck..." he laughed, pouncing on me like a puma. Falling on my back, I grabbed his shoulders and felt the muscles twitch under my fingers. Sitting atop my chest, he stared down at me. In the fading light, I could still see those beautiful blue eyes; one of God's best work, I thought. Taking my hand, he placed it on his chest. I expected his heart to beat like a locomotive, but it was strangely slow. I could barely feel it at all. My eyes returned to his face and I saw the scared, confused look. I knew that look; I've seen that look. Heck, I've made that face several years ago when I was still struggling to understand my feelings for my best friend. I could tell he was fighting the urge to do something he might regret later.

His hand lightly stroked my cheek down to my chin. His dry lips quivered. His head jerked back and forth, up and down, in a tug-of-war between his brain and heart. I knew this scene all too well; I've been the one who sat atop my best friend's chest...I've been the one to fight my urges...I've been the one who lost to temptation.

I made the decision easy for him, pushing him off my chest...

When we got back to the tent, it was pitch black; I assumed everyone was sleeping. We relied on conditioned navigation to lead us to our beds. A light in the corner flickered on, and something smacked against my chest and fell to the floor. As my eyes adjusted, I realized there was a letter by my feet.

One guy snorted, "Looks like you got mail after all, Sarge!"

I picked it up and read the name on the return address. William Tyler Franklin. In the cold dry night, I began to sweat. My hands quivered; I fought the urge to to cry. I quickly made my way to my cot, else my legs would give way.

"William Franklin?" Dave read the name behind my shoulder, "Isn't he your cousin?"

Keeping up with the lie I had told several months ago, I nodded.

To be continued...